Discovering the capital "M"

So... for four years now, I've been an adult entertainer. My family has been extremely supportive during this transition from "me" to "Me." I have finally figured out what made me special. It's the ability to connect with my audience. The ability to make them feel good, even if only for 5 minutes. Letting them know that I am not perfect, I don't come from wealth, I haven't had an easy life, but it doesn't change who I am now. Allowing no one to take advantage of me and realizing that I am worth it, dammit!

I have this gift. People either love me for me or what I do or hate me for the same reasons. How is it possible for someone to be so rude? I really haven't done a thing, except to love and care about people who do not offer me the same courtesy.

I'm heading to Winnipeg tomorrow to jump start my international career. I think I have what it takes to make it. I already have an entourage! A security guard, a make up artist, a hair stylist, a photographer, and a mascot! I'm slightly overwhelmed by it all. But Miss Exotic World (MEW)... I'm coming for ya. ;-) As well as the New York and New Orleans Burlesque Festivals. I'm registering now for the festivals and next year, I will make it to MEW.

I think that's a nice goal.

My classes start in July, and I will be READY!

I'm ridiculous... hahaha.